tmr impt match against whitley. gotta win gotta win! then confirm in nationals luh (:
I MUST PUT IN MY 101% effort tmr. no more excuses anymore.
cause i dont wanna regret. last year le ):
work hard for toa payoh sports hall.
tgt we strive for ourselves, for coach (:

and and im so damn bloody stressed.
this coming week 6 tests loh! rah ):
how am i gonna survive...... ?

sometimes very confused. shd my priority now be studies or bball?
both also very impt last yr. i want do well in studies.
wo ye yao da hao qiu. sigh...
have to plan le. TIME MANAGEMENT!!!

well. feel like dedicating to my cool partner...
she had been so stressed recently. i know it. and so am i.
but i dunno how to help her distress.
i dunno what is the best for her.
just hope she is happy with whatever decision she makes.
by right, shd stop you. but i know you wont give up unless you give it one last try.
i will support you though.
but must rmb ur promise okay. let go aft that (:
dont want see you so stressed and sad luh.
i will be here for you always and so must you horh!
bu hui ma fan de :D
jiayou coolie. you can do it.
( stayover soon again okay? so fun! ^^ )

okay. the motivational camp was really good. glad tht i had a chance to attend it (:
trainers were really nice and hilarious.
people, dont be shocked if i changed to a diff person.
haha. cause im really inspired and motivated aft the camp.
and i also realised alot of things.

all of us had been taking thgs fr granted in the past.
i realised how unappreciative we are.
complaining abt this and that everyday, w/o knowing how fortunate we are in fact.
we used to think we have alot of problems, but compared to those pp, out thr in th world,
who are struggling to survive, our problems are NOTHING!

i learnt that we must mean what we say.
so... do not say i will try, i should, i would, i could and stuffs.
it should be a MUST!
in life, there is not much time fr us to waste.
i will only get to live the age of 16 ONCE!
it all really depends on how you want to live it.

for those ppl taking o' levels this yr, please.. do study and work hard.
prioritise your stuffs. do what you're supposed to.
fun can always come later.
you work hard this yr, can the results you want, go to th JC/POLY you want,
and enjoy in the future...

also, many of us cried during 2 days of th camp.
aft so many years of living, we finally realised how stupid and silly we are in the past.
how bad we are to our parents.
and how much they've done fr us ever since the day tht we were born.
many of them gave up their dreams for our sake.
and their hope arrived at the day we were born.

do think back.. pause at the minute you want to get angry at them, argue or talk back.
do they really like to nag? they do get hurt deep down in their hearts.
all parents ever wanted is fr us to be happy, and have a better future.
cause they know life wont be easy fr us next time.

behind every canning, scolding, nagging,
they really do love us alot. just tht they dont know how to express it sometimes..
it is not easy fr them to bring up to this world and raised us up till now.
the power which allows them to continue is LOVE, the love for us...
during the closing ceremony, most parents came down. and some cried too.
it's touching. many of the sec 4s went up to express how thankful we are and how much we love them too!

from today onwards, i must cherish my life more, not do stupid things to hurt my parents.
i must prove to them that im worth their hardship of bringing me up all these years.
i must be a daughter which they will be proud of.
and last of all, im proud to say that...

I LOVE MY PARENTS. and every single one of you. friends, teammates <3